About Leo...
Oh yah Ngel..gua masi ada crita ttg Leo yg masih gantung...Kan hr itu gua blg ntar bulan des gua akan kasi tau dia what i feel, tp gua tuh memutuskan mengatakan secara tersirat aja. dimana seblumnya tuh gua pikir gua akan menyatakan secara lgsg spt yg gua rencana kan awalnya, spt masukan Erwin buat gua. Tp akhirnya gua memilih jln lain yaitu lewat testimonial nya Frendster.
Waktu tuh dia paksa2 gua buat nulis testi buat dia. So yah gua nulis lho buat dia. Tp ditesti itu gua blg dgn kata2 "adik ku ini...blablabla...." Gua rasa sih dr testi gua, dia dah akan tau d..I'm sorry Leo...Sebnrnya gua jua merasa gak enak..sebrnnya gua jua pusing tau..n jua membuat gua tdk tenang..I'm Sorry...But it's not the time...Skrg ini gua bener2 anggap lu cuma adek gua...
Dia tuh skrg jua dah menganggap gua tuh kakak dia liau...(I'm really Sorry Leo..gua tuh gak mau memaksa lu untk buat hal yg serupa kok..) Gua tau dr Ira..
Angel...Prasaan gua jd gak enak d skrg setelah ketik blog ini...Gua tuh merasa gua jahat bgt...Menghancurkan hati seseorg...Leo tau ngak lu bukan lu aja merasa hal yg demikian aja..me too...Prasaan yg gak enak d..membuat gua susah..feel bad...sebnrnya i hate prasaan hrs membuat seseorg sakit hati....prasaan yg gak enak bgt d....
Waktu tuh dia paksa2 gua buat nulis testi buat dia. So yah gua nulis lho buat dia. Tp ditesti itu gua blg dgn kata2 "adik ku ini...blablabla...." Gua rasa sih dr testi gua, dia dah akan tau d..I'm sorry Leo...Sebnrnya gua jua merasa gak enak..sebrnnya gua jua pusing tau..n jua membuat gua tdk tenang..I'm Sorry...But it's not the time...Skrg ini gua bener2 anggap lu cuma adek gua...
Dia tuh skrg jua dah menganggap gua tuh kakak dia liau...(I'm really Sorry Leo..gua tuh gak mau memaksa lu untk buat hal yg serupa kok..) Gua tau dr Ira..
Angel...Prasaan gua jd gak enak d skrg setelah ketik blog ini...Gua tuh merasa gua jahat bgt...Menghancurkan hati seseorg...Leo tau ngak lu bukan lu aja merasa hal yg demikian aja..me too...Prasaan yg gak enak d..membuat gua susah..feel bad...sebnrnya i hate prasaan hrs membuat seseorg sakit hati....prasaan yg gak enak bgt d....
posted by kelty_tania @ 2/04/2005 11:19:00 PM
1 Comments:
At 1:33 PM,
K3v's William said…
It's okay, I know the feeling too...it's still remain here inside my heart...but it's okay, wound will heall slowly, just need time. It's better to be hurt now, then we hurt it deeper and deeper... btw, I think the wound is already heal, he got a quick healing feature you know^^. Hmm, wondering how about her? still thinkin' bout me? or maybe she'll hate me now? well, it's my fault, I had game with her heart...and it'll cost me my heart too...I'm sorry girl, that's not what I meant...I just simply can't be yours...I just not worth it...
At least, I learnt my lesson...it's fun at 1st 2 play with a heart, but it's far-far more pain down there, when in the end, you said, "I don't love you, sorry, it's just can't be...". Never play with loves...be serious, think carefuly...damn, I was so bad back then...wish you all okay...wish you hates me...deeper and deeper, it's what I deserve......
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