I'm Changed..

In the middle of January, I realize that I was change. Last years, I realize that after few months later. “Cepat menyadari perubahan merupakan hal yg bagus” I find this sentence from BEING HAPPY! So, in my situation, I just look it from positive way. =)

The beginning of this year, I changed my view about spore. Spore not only the place for traveling but also good place to find a job. Before, I don’t ever think to find a job in there.
One of my friends asked me why suddenly I take that decision. In that time I realize I was became different. My loneliness when I was in spore let me thinks a lots, my environment influence my life and way to think and of course Time.

Another think is I really enjoy my single life. Just feel good. When I was in Spore, I went to shopping alone, went to new place alone (Labrador Park, ok jua kok tmpt nya.spt hutan rimba yg merupakan tempat perlindungan pada masa perang dulu tp bisa keliatan pantai nya ), saw a movie, Death Note 2 alone... Basically, I like my single life Am I Normal? Heheheh....


Besides that, I want “me-non block- kan” my feeling n heart. Hehehhe... I always wrong to use them and my sensitivity. When I should sensitive, I shouldn’t and vice versa >.<
For example. A guy, good, care to me and sharing story with me, I thought he have a feeling to me. And when I response, eh, I was wrong. He just considered me as his friend. Hehe... and then I have a friend who good to me but I just considered him as my friend. hehehe….because I don’t feel anything... only ridicule from another friends


That why, better quit from this circle, loving-loved. Be a single happy person first… hehehe…I don’t know until when, but right now my heart seem like lyric of Take That’s song “ Patience”- ‘My heart is numb has no feeling…Just have a little patience’. =p
I’m still normal. Still want to have a soul mate that I have a place to share my story, someone that I can asking for opinions when I’m confuse...hmm...let’s wait...