Reality????

Dear my blog,

hiks hikss...i miss my home...

I am already bear my tears for these few days. But can not for today. Today weather also same with my feeling, sometimes rain, stop, rain again. ( But it does not mean that i cry, stop n cry n stop ).

Just feel that everything has changed.. Ready or not. Maybe i am not ready. My environment, friendship, condition, situation, also myself has changed. but this is reality....

Today i'm very blur. Maybe my blood is not flow until my brain. be a blood donation today..

"Reality does not conform the ideal but confirms it" ~Gustava Flaubert~