cia-yang-di 3

dearest : cia

cia, i forget to say sorry for hacking your blog and write stupid stuffs here...its your fault for sharing me your account hahahaha aniway i didnt do any harm from my point of view here...so i guess that will be ok for you....ummm i hope noone reading this too hahaha since cia cia will get so pissed of with this and she will blush and her face turns red like a steam crab...

i wished to put you on my blog....but since you prohibited and not allowed me to do it, so there's no other way to release my bad habit of writing to other place but this blog hehehehe... gomenasai cia hime..

well....im happy today coz.....i knew i loved you ^_^....
u must be pondering why? isn't it?
well

from the moment u stop smsing me, i always waiting with my mobile phone turned on loud wishing it would ring just once and it is from you and your sms...but no matter how long i waited, it was never happened....yea it rang...but not from you which made me pretty sad...all i want is just a sms....watever it is....tell me where u are, what r u doing, or you can even yell and scold me for what i've done...

i miss your sms that annoyes me, i knew i rarely reply it...but it doesn;t mean i dont like it....its just im so lazy to type...hahaha....speed dialing is much faster....just press a button and i can hear your voice straightaway....altho ummmm...much more expensive hahahaha....but i'll try and learn how to love doing sms for you ha ha ha...

i remembered ppl asking me what love is....just because i'm romantic...hahahaha
well i didn;t answer it properly....but i told them my habit....my habit which i called love...

i tell u cia
love for me is...
calling you from phonebooth no matter how late it is
and no matter how tired and sleepy i am
to not replying your sms and call u from my mobile wherever i am
to think about you everytime i need someone by my side
to sleep with hugging my guling wishing that i could hug you just for tonight (u never know that do u???)
to not be able to wait patiently to see your face with the hairstyle i love most
to let you win!!!! (remember our bet not to contact for a month????) and i let u win easily (a day hahahaha)
well still many more to go but lazy to type it....save my time to do better things hahaha

love is...
a feeling that cannot be described
only
the act that follows the feeling
is the only thing that can be seen and described

love is
unseen and untouchable
big that has no limit of how big it can be
as tall as the highest mountains and as deep as the deepest sea
soft that can touches the deepest realm of the soul
and changes even the toughest heart
strong that makes u poisoned and addicted
makes wait seems so long
and make togetherness seems so fast

love is you
you and you
and no other

missing you

di

ps: love isnya gw buat naturally jadi ngk nyontek siapa2....i guess im back to romantic me hahahaha....stupid cia i miss you...it's just a feeling that makes me do this thing for you and i know what feeling it is...