yoyoyoyo......Gua dijkt nih skrg. dah quit dr job gua diedukids, karir yg dah gua rintis selama 2 thn akhirnya gua sudahin aja. Nah skrg yah gua vacation bntr sekalian hadirin acara resepsinya pernikahan sodara gua...gt..

Dah ke TA ama mangga dua..hehehehe...blom puas sih..mase mau jj dulu ama lidya buat haunting brg2 bgs and murah...heheheeheh....

Menangis semalam....

hiks...hiks...ironis d title nya.. Spt lagunya Audy..

Sini gua crita in d selama seminggu ini gua tuh diibaratkan kesandung batu, gak sengaja kesenggol tangga yg ada gantungan cat, jatuh, ketimpa tangga n kesiram cat..

Mulai dari sabtu lalu, pas bokap dtg trus gua minta izin ke jkt. diluar dugaan gua, bokap gak mengizinkan..HOW COMES???? Nyokap aja dah acc, knapa org yg selalu pasti memberi izin ke gua, gak mengizinkannya pula. Feel pun dah gak enak lho...Yah wes, dah nanya gak diizinkan yah gak terlalu "lo so"d. mgkn bokap baru ampe kali.

Bsk pagi, pas sarapan nanya bokap lg. Tanpa melirik ke gua, tetep dgn pendiriannya, gua tdk diizinkan..itu sih guanya pun liat kelangit2 liau d...Tahan..tahan..

Akhirnya diizinkan jua sih. Atas bantuan nyokap. Thank u MOM...

Valentine, gak ada yg special bahkan dr org yg gua sayang pun gak ucapain happy valentine ke gua..fine..gpp..

Bsknya tgl 15, nephew gua masuk rumah sakit mah krn diare..Trus bsknya gua sakit tenggorokan, trus hatchi..hatchi...trus diserang dgn batuk n flu jua...

Trus kemarinnya, malam gua trima sms..n gua..n gua...dah putus skrg..Pernyataan putus..
{HAH??? WHAT???, WHY???} Hhhmmm..hhmmmm...alias no comments gt lho..
Gua hrs tahan jua...tahan emosi, tahan spy air mata gua gak kluar dratis..tahan..

Trus dah tuh kan malam ama kluarga ke Merdeka Walk, gua yg nyetir.soale cc gua kan blom ke merdeka walk mah.Gak ada tmpt parkir krn sabtu rame, tp gua yg dimarahin bokap lg..n sekali lagi gua hrs menahan smuanya...Trus kan nyetir avanza, lampu sen nya suaranya kecil,halus n nyaris tak terdengar. dah berpuluh2 meter gua tuh dah pasang lampu sen tp bokap gua selalu beranggapan gua gak pasang lampu sen, kena marah lg...Tahan..tahan lg...gak bole cebol d bendungan air dimata gua. yg bisa gua lakukan gua cuma bisa tahan aja..

Gua hrs bersikap bhw gua tuh ok ok aja..smuanya biasa2 aja. Hrs berpura2 gua tuh senang2 aja, fine...

Dah balik kerumah, trus trima sms lg...Nah pada saat itu, gua dah bener2 gak bisa tahan bendungan air mata gua lg..idung jua jd mampet liau..cpt2 masuk kamar. n gua jua gak bisa nangis kuat2 d..hrs nangis dgn dithn2 jua..

Pengen bgt wkt tuh gua berada ditengah2 hujan deras yg sangat deras. dgn air hujan, gua bisa nangis sebebas gua krn air hujan yg turun diwajah tdk akan keliatan bhw gua tuh nangis. dgn derasnya suara hujan, gua bisa bebas utk nangis..

Trus gua jua bsk pagi hrs bgn dgn keadaan mata gua gak bengkak d.Tp hr ini, td bangun, bengkak dikit sih..tp untung ada kacamata my savior...Trus ntar kan mau hang out ama fina,rudy n frank mah, soale rud selasa kan dah mau balik ausie..

Dengan nangis semalam, rasanya dah lega d..smua yg gua tahan tertuang sudah...Jadi enak prasaannya. tp mata gua lelah skrg...

Ttg putus nya gua, gua cuma mau bilang, Thank u God for the gift that you ever give to me..Thank u buat Adi yg tlah menemani hari2 gua selama bbrp bulan ini..Dgn smua ini gua dpt plajaran yg berharga, gua bljar utk mengerti diri gua, org lain, bljr ttg "kasih" (soale gua tringat dgn lagu rohani yg judulnya kasih wkt smu dulu. Kasih itu sabar, murah hati, tdk cemburu..Liat dialkitab kelanjutannya, kira2 gt d lagunya). Kita tetep temenan kok...Thank u very much..

Buat club2 jomblo sedunia...eng i eng i eng....I'm coming backkk.....yyyuuuhhuuuu.......hehehhehe....Buat acara penyambutan..make some noise..heheh

Sekarang tuh gua baik2 aja...Gua tau kok mase ada temen2 gua yg akan menemani gua...betulkan temen2 gua? hehehhehe.....Malahan oh, slama inikan msn gua tuh susa masuk e, tau2 nya kmrn n hari ini bisa masuk tuh..heheh Thank u God. so gua bisa chat2 bntr ama temen2 gua. Thank u yah friends gua....walaupun kalian tuh gak tau gua lg sedih..tp kehadiran kalian sgt brarti..hehhehe...

Kisah cinta gua dah brakhir tp gak hidup gua kok..hhehe..Senyuman gua, mase tetep ada..

Damn..i hate myself, baru bilang aja skrg dah mengalir d..uhh..huuu....DASAR CIA-CIA CENGENG!!!!!!!

Blakangan ini kok prasaan gua pengen nangis aja sih... riang diluar rapuh didalam...

My tears kok cpt bgt yah turun, ampe ampe gua lbh memilih utk tdk menyedipkan mata, kalo gak pasti mengalir turun. gua lbh memilih utk liat kelangit langit aja..

Ada apa sih dgn gua?...I hate it!!!!

My Nephew...

Kyknya gua gak bgt byk crita ttg keponakan gua yg no.2 yah disini.hehehe…maklum soale dia tuh ama gua jauh sih…

Nama keponakan gua yg no.2(anak cc no.1 gua) adalah Er Ping (mandarin). Tgl 4 Feb ini, cc gua+husbandnya+Er Ping= balik Medan…Dianya baru sebulanan gt.Pulang ke sini buat berlibur lho…

Dianya lucu bgt, putih (beda ama Timoty alias cappuccino,hehehheh) Bedanya dia ama Timoty, kalau Timmy suka mandi, Erping gak. Kalo Er Ping terlambat minum susu, wesss…..nangisnya itu, mengerikan heheheh..Kalo Timmy, gak dikasi minum susu pun gak minta e..hehehehe…

Tgl.15 Feb ini, Er Ping masuk rumah sakit, hiks..hiks…karena dianya diare..so hrs diinfus..hikss..hikss….kacihan dianya mase kecil gt lho, br 5mgg gt. Hrs ditusuk spy diinfus gt..

Tp hr ini dianya dah kluar rumah sakit kok.dah baik…Thanks God…

Hhmmm…kalo dipikir2 lha yah, punya anak itu bukan hal yg mudah. Bener, swear!!! Gua liat cc2 gua yg dah punya anak, wesss…nyurus anak bukan hal yg gampang. Bener2 hrs ada persiapan yg amat sangat matang (emang makanan).
Liat 2 keponakan gua yg kecil2 aja dah hrs masuk rumah sakit n distusuk pake jarum..bbbrrmmm…hal yg bener2 mengerikan. Baby gt lho…hhhmmm…takut d.

blakangan ini....

Thanks God gua berkenalan dgn temen2 yg gokil n fun bgt n TOP BGT.. Gua kenalan dgn anak2 kookabura yg lainnya....(tau dr dulu gua skul sutomo aja d)hehehe..(macem gua bisa masuk klas kooka aje...) Gua kenal dgh Hawe, Andi, Caroline, Cole (double C sih gua dah pernah dgr namanya sblum gua kenal. akhir nya..kita dpt berjabat tgn n dgn menyebutkan nama kami msg2 alias kenalan lho)

after that William alias cewek(gua jua baru tau sih alias nya) jua balik ke medan..Haem lg, trus Lidya(gak ada nih org gak seru), Gozali, trus Agustilung, Kesumawaty, trus Erlina. Mah dgn berkumpulnya org2 tersebut komplit sudah d utk mau kluar malam, buat makan malam, jj, kong kow, trus skalian merayakan imlek n melakukan "bisnis tahunan".hehehhe...

Perlu diakui sih kluar2 kali ini gak sebyk n sesering bulan Juli yg lalu. Tp kita have fun kok...temen2 yg srg kluar ama kita2 tuh: Gua, Lidya, Fina, Caroline, Rudi, Hawe, Cole, William, Franky, Gozali, Haem..

Sayang, Haem balik duluan..jadi...jadi...pas kita pigi poto2 e sih, sekali lagi dia gak ikut lho..huahuahauhauua...(kacihan d lu) Makanya lain kali tuh kalo ada bibi(lidya) dimedan, lu jgn cepet balik ok..hehehhe

Dah tuh, mereka secara berangsur2 jua balik ke asal mereka masing2 d.Disini tuh skrg tggl Cole n Rudi yg selasa depan tuh dah mau balik ke Melb..

Aguan lha n Maseli lha.....uhh..huuu...dah balik keMedan pun gak kasi kabar e..emang lha..uhuuu...

Feelings...

Once upon a time, there was an island where all the feelings lived : Happiness, Sadness, Knowledge, and all the others, including Love.

One day it was announced to all the feelings that the island was going to sink to the bottom of the ocean. So all the feelings prepared their boats to leave. Love was the only one that stayed. She wanted to reserve the island paradise until the last possible moment.

When the island was almost totally under, Love decided that it was time to leave. She began to looking for someone to ask for help. Just then Richness was passing by in a grand boat. Love asked, “Richness, can I come with you on your boat?” Richness answered, “I’m sorry, but there is a lot of silver and gold on my boat and there will be no room for you anywhere.”

Then Love decided to ask Vanity for help who was passing in a beautiful vessel. Love cried out, “Vanity, help me please.” “I can’t help you.” Vanity said. “You are all wet and will damage my beautiful boat.”

Next, Love saw sadness passing by. Love said,” Sadness, please let me go with you.” Sadness answered, “Love, I’m sorry. But I just need to be alone now.” Then Love saw Happiness. Love cried out, “Happiness, please take me with you.” But Happiness was overjoyed that he didn’t hear Love was calling to him. Love began to cry..
Then, she heard a voice say, “Come on Love, I will take you with me.” It was an elder. Love felt so blessed and overjoyed that she forgot to ask the elder his name. When they arrived on land, the elder went on his way. Love realized how much she owned the elder.

Love then found Knowledge and asked, “Who was it that helped me?” “It was Time” Knowledge answered. “But why did Time help me when no one else would?” Love asked. Knowledge smiled and with deep wisdom and sincerity answered, “Because only Time is capable of understanding how great Love is”

Dear God...

..God give me a strength. amien...