I'm Changed..

In the middle of January, I realize that I was change. Last years, I realize that after few months later. “Cepat menyadari perubahan merupakan hal yg bagus” I find this sentence from BEING HAPPY! So, in my situation, I just look it from positive way. =)

The beginning of this year, I changed my view about spore. Spore not only the place for traveling but also good place to find a job. Before, I don’t ever think to find a job in there.
One of my friends asked me why suddenly I take that decision. In that time I realize I was became different. My loneliness when I was in spore let me thinks a lots, my environment influence my life and way to think and of course Time.

Another think is I really enjoy my single life. Just feel good. When I was in Spore, I went to shopping alone, went to new place alone (Labrador Park, ok jua kok tmpt nya.spt hutan rimba yg merupakan tempat perlindungan pada masa perang dulu tp bisa keliatan pantai nya ), saw a movie, Death Note 2 alone... Basically, I like my single life Am I Normal? Heheheh....


Besides that, I want “me-non block- kan” my feeling n heart. Hehehhe... I always wrong to use them and my sensitivity. When I should sensitive, I shouldn’t and vice versa >.<
For example. A guy, good, care to me and sharing story with me, I thought he have a feeling to me. And when I response, eh, I was wrong. He just considered me as his friend. Hehe... and then I have a friend who good to me but I just considered him as my friend. hehehe….because I don’t feel anything... only ridicule from another friends


That why, better quit from this circle, loving-loved. Be a single happy person first… hehehe…I don’t know until when, but right now my heart seem like lyric of Take That’s song “ Patience”- ‘My heart is numb has no feeling…Just have a little patience’. =p
I’m still normal. Still want to have a soul mate that I have a place to share my story, someone that I can asking for opinions when I’m confuse...hmm...let’s wait...

JOBS....

Bulan des thn lalu, gua sempat apply jobs. 1 prsh futures di capital building sedangkan 1 lg tuh kirim lewat PO.box sbg acct. Yg futures, walk in interview n gua lgsg ditrima n disuruh training. Masalahnya wkt itu gua dah mau liburan kespore, gak mgkn gua batal kespore utk job itu. IMPOSIBBLE !! Gua kira tuh prsh beda dgn yg laen, ternyata sama hrs cari nasabah. Sedangkan gua apply bukan sbg cari nasabah.. yah lupakan saja..

Pas lg dispore ternyata tuh yg PO.Box telp kerumah (maklum hp indo gak gua aktifkan) Ternyata tuh prshan Gudang Garam (GG). Kebtulan gua pulang dr spore tuh Senin n dia nya bilang akan telp aku dihari Selasa. Dah gua tunggu, ternyata gak ditelp. Mikir ku, sudah d lupakan saja..lgan gak mgkn prshan itu telp balik gua. Ternyata Kamisnya (kalo gak salah ingat) gua ditelp boh..hohohoho…n disuruh interview ke esokkan harinya. Sebenarnya dia tuh call ke hp dulu n gua gak kejawab (maklum hp gak 24 hours disisi ku) trus gua coba call balik kesono.

Bsknya kesono n tuh prshannya jauuuhhhh dr kota. Yos sudarso Km.7.8. Janji interview jam 9, tunggu aja dah hamper 2 jam gt d. Dah diinterview, di test lg. Tp diajarin dulu sih cari itung nya n disuruh buat gt. Trus interview lg.. Ampe siang gt, gua nya pun dah lapar =p Pas selesai smuanya, didlm diri ku sndr, gua yakin gua akan lolos interview n testnya. Cieehhh..Ke PD-an d gua nya..hehehe

Dah itu, gua jua gak mikir lg. Ditrima yah syukur, gak yah sudah..Toh gua sndr jua ada planning yg laen. Sejak pulang dr Spore, gua jua sibuk buat resume dlm bhs inggris ama translate transcript academic gua kedlm bhs ingg. Baca2 catatan akuntansi ku dulu, trus baca2 e-book ttg excel (thks Agus dah dl buat aku) ini pertama kali yah gua bljr dr e-book.

Tgl 7th feb hari Rabu disore hari yg santai, tiba2 dtg d telp cari gua. Ternyata dr yg futures itu boh. Yah gua jelasin lha bhw gua keberatan sih kalo suruh aku cari nasabah. Trus dikasi tau bhw senin dpn ada buka training. Wah..bingung jua sih gua nya. Ikut ato. gak . Gua nya gak ditelp gak sebigung ini d. Yah pas lagi bingung2 gt, malamnya gua ol. Kebetulan ada temen msn yg dah lama gak chat n temen msn doank sih, tiba2 pggl..gua pun keluarin uneg2 ku ke tuh org d.hehehehh....dia kasi solusi sih, katanya knapa gak coba aja dulu. Toh gak ada salahnya jua dicoba .. Trus gua mikir, bener jua knapa gua gak coba dulu, lgan bisa dpt ilmu kok guanya. Ambil keputusan d, ok, fine gua akan coba dihari senin ntar ikut training nya. Thks pd temen ku itu d(lupa namanya sapa) hehehe. Trus yah bbrp hr kemudian br crita ke temen ku yg laen. Lgan ortu ku sndr aja blum gua kasi tau lho.hehehe..Nyokap ku dtg kemedan hr mgg nya baru gua kasi tau. Pdhal bsknya senin, gua training..hehehe...

Ini toh rasanya org yg kerja kantoran. Pagi2 bangun n pakaian rapi. Dah ampe sono, tunggu lagi d..huhuhu..nyebelin kalo hrs tunggu. Dpt temen baru sih. Training nya tuh ok lha, dibeliin makan siang nya. Nasi kotak garuda, trus training disesi 2 nya,sore, dpt minum kopi lg. Kalo utk ukuran kantor, tuh office enak sih. Cuma masalah bagi aku hrs cari nasabah. Hari pertama training nya ok...sampe hari trakhir, jumat, kesimpulan aku yah enak lha. Gua dpt ilmu, gua dpt gambaran n pengalaman kerja kira2 begitu kalo kerja kantoran.

Dihari Rabu pagi tgl 14th February yg cerah dan merupakan hari kasih sayang sedunia..gua dpt telp dr GG n suruh aku after lunch kesono. Pasti gua dah ditrima d. Kalo gak ngapain gua disuruh kesono. N Bingo gua ditrima n dijelasin bagian aku diacct sbg staff acc/pembukuan/adm. Brarti gua gak ikut training sesi 2 aku di capital sono.1 sisi aku senang, ada kepuasan tersendiri. Dr 2 prsh yg gua apply job, 2-2nya gua ditrima. 1 sisinya lagi jua jd bingung. Soale gua sndr tuh dah gak mikirin lg ttg pekerjaan yg gua apply disini. Gua dah ada rencana yg laen. Heran kan liat aku? Bingungkan? Dah dapat kerja tinggal gua milih yg mana trus gua nya malah bingung. Hehehe..confuse d saat itu...

Gua training di prshan futures, trus dpt kerja di psrh GG n gua jua tetep ikut training..hehehheeh....bingung d ama cewek yg bernama KELTY.hehehee....

I Hope my Decision is RIGHT!!!!

My V-day

Kmrn malam2 pas lg ol gua baru tau bhw hr ini tuh sodara ku balik dr Penang ke sini. Sip d kalo gt. Awalnya sih dah mikir V-day thn ini akan gua habisan buat dating with my comp aja sih..ato cuma ntn tv doank lha..

Nah dianya di sini, brarti punya temen donk buat lewatin V-day. Gua ajakin buat makan ice cream di fountain. Yap, dianya se-ide ama aku. Sip d…malamnya ajak nyokap ku, Yoan , Yovi n gua rencananya mau ke Fountain Sun Plaza..tp tuh Sun plaza aja dah macet duluan , nah putar ke Paladium, makan di city ice cream d. Nyokap gak ikut makan ice cream sih, nyokap pigi jj. Sedangkan kita ber-3 yah jomblowati2 menikmati makan ice creams, pancake, waffle and nasgor.. Pdhal dirumah kita tuh dah dinner lho..heheheeh..no hiuw, yg penting kita senang n bisa happy trus ketawa2 ber-3.

Yeah..that’s my valentine’s day in this year..

Happy Valentine’s Day… So, valentine day next year akan gmn yah? Apakah akan melewati v-day yg jomblo selama 22 thn? Ato ini thn yg trakhir yah? Heheheh… let’s wait n see…

January 2007/ Shooting Star =)

Thn lalu di thn 2006, gua mengawalin tahun ku dispore, nah gua jua mengakhirinya di spore..ehheheh…After that my parents went to spore and then at 5th Fina, Shirly n Cole went to spore jua. Fina n Shirly kesono buat jj, sedangkan Cole buat kerja n My parents utk check up.

Tgl 6th nya temen2 kooka n gua BBQ ditempat Gozali, ternyata Alex b-day. Ok lha acaranya. Yah ngumpul2 brg temen2 d.

7th January..Nah, Erwin, Wisan, William n Cole bawa Fina ke Sentosa. Awalnya sih gua tuh gak pengen ikut sih. Trus pas sms-an ama mereka baru tau Fina sendirian cewek. Gua kiranya tuh Lidya akan nemenin fina jj. Sedangkan gua sih jj brg ama ortu gua dulu donk..yah bingung antara mau pigi ato gak sih.. Setelah jj brg ama ortu gua, gua mutusin nyusul mereka disentosa. Yah jj kepantai, foto2..

Hal yg gak bisa gua lupakan adalah dihari itu lha pertama kalinya gua liat shooting star yg sangat terang bgt. Wkt itu kita lg naek tram buat ke arah musical fountain.. Cole duduk disblh kiri n Fina seblh kanan ku. Pas lg ngobrol ama Cole..tiba2 ada benda langit yg terang lewat gt n gua nunjukin trus reflek Cole make wishs n gua jua donk..hehehe.. Hal yg lucunya tuh, pas make wishes gua malah ikut2an wishnya Cole..hehe..soale tuh anak dah make wishes nya kenceng2 trus cepet2 lg. Gua yg disampingnya ikutan make wishes cepet2 trus buntutnya nge-repeat ucapan wish nya cole yg akhir. Hehe..jadi malu sndr sih pas sadarnya..hehehe. Kebawa suasana, n krn mau cepet2.ehhee..Blush blush d *_^. Yah kalo dimikir2 untung jua ada nyusul kesentosa jua…

Seperti sebelum2nya…musical fountainnya tetep, itu2 aja..dgn lagu “ hello hello-nya” ama sentosa monkey “KIKI” hehehehe…

My December and New Year

Good bye 2006 and Welcome 2007….

It was my 1st time passed Christmas n New Year in spore. I can found Christmas atmosphere at everywhere. @ Christmas Eve, I went to city harvest church and then had my dinner @ CCK n went to karaoke in a big company (with kooka friends) until around 4 am. Thanks to Vera joined with us. eheh... if not I feel uncomfortable in that time. Even all of them are my friends... but in that time I was a little bit quite. Just feel...hhmmm…try to enjoy it maybe. Heheeh

Christmas day, Vera, Eric and I went to suntec city...hehhe...after that I went to Orchard. It was my first time walks along the orchard because the road was closed and full of Carnival cars and of course Christmas’s songs... I don’t forget to take pictures.

New year eve…I passed it with kooka’s friends; of course, we went to esplanade saw fire works...Yeahhhh!!!! It was really amazing. I LOVE FIRE WORKS. Even it was raining day, but when the fire work started, thks God stopped the rain. Because of my small body side. So, I can slip into a good place to saw fireworks.hehehe…. My oh My...what a wonderful moments… But when the fireworks over, it harder for us walk to mrt station n we slipped into a crowd. Like bread n jam (istilahnya tuh spt roti dijepit ama selai gt lho) =p. Heheheh…But if I have a chance, I will spend my new year to see fireworks again. Hehehe… And of course don’t forget to record the fireworks .So, when I miss my time in there, I can see the recorded. =)

I overnight @ Yew tee. Lidya, Vera n me in 1 room. So, it was girls time...hehehe...chit chat chit chat until morning... spent Ur relax time in there. Talk lots with them...n they ask me to work in spore...hohoho…

When Vera, Okta n I decided go to orchard, we saw a double rainbow @ yew tee. How wonderful. I wasn’t see rainbow for a long time liau leh. Hehehe… we went to orchard n Albert joined with us. We were having our dinner @ Food Republic.