Lesson to learn

Sometimes i dont understand about human mind set...Sometimes I feel so funny ... so ridiculous..

That why I must learn /understand the meaning of : " Don't judge people by a cover "

Ketika aku mengalami sesuatu hal, org2 cuma bisa berkomentar gua begini begitu, gua seems like kok seperti ini, gua bertindak kok seperti itu. Dan mereka mungkin merasa heran dan aneh dgn tindakan gua. Membandingkan gua dgn ini dan itu. Actually I'm really thanksful atas kritikan mereka. Yap memang gua anggap itu sebagai masukan ato pelajaran utk gua. Tp itu hak aku untuk mengikuti saran tersebut ato tidak.

Ketika pada saat org tersebut mengalami hal yg sama seperti aku alami, kenapa mereka terkadang lupa dgn ucapan/ kritik yg pernah mereka lontarkan utk aku? Malahan menurut penilaian aku sndr, tindakan mereka melebihi dr sikap yg aku ambil terdahulu pada saat aku mengalami pengalaman tersebut.

That why sometimes i feel so funny... HHmm?!? dulu org tersebut bisa mengkritik aku, skrg knapa tidak menilai dan mengkritik diri anda sendiri??

hehehehe.....ckckckck....

embrassing moments ( yg laen)

Mau pingsan pas selesai jd blood donate..ehhehehe.... Dah keringat dingin n pucat. Gmn gak, pg donate gk sarapan, cuma makan biskuit doank...heheheh....aduh, padahal hari itu ada yg ganteng lho didpn mata ku...malu d..hehehehehe...

My embarrassing moments

ehheh....let me share with all out you.

1. August last year when i just came here for having my holiday, Cole and me ( at that time he is still my friend) would go to Toa Payoh give surprise to my best friend, Lidya. We took a bus, when the driver lead the bus turn right i lose my balance and suddenly i just drow down to old lady knee. The old lady said to me " young man, i'm already old, my knee is strong enough" walauueeee.....i was so embarrased at that time n hold not to laugh.heheheh....

2.At mrt, when i meant being generous person,i gave my seat to old man. when i stand up n let the man to sit suddenly the train started moving and i was not prepare well to flow all my energy to my feet. n lose my balance n almost fell down, but people around me hold my arms. hehehe...thks a lot...so embarrased..

3. Pernah pas mau naek bus gratisan plaza sing, dimana tuh bus dah penuh dgn org n pintu bus yg sebenarnya dah tutup, dibuka lg karena gua mau naek. dah tuh pas naek, hampir jatuh karena heel ku sangkut..hehehee..gua rasa smua org pada liat aku d.hehehe..

4. ganti sandal di mrt lha..sampe org2 pada liat..hehehe...

apa lg yah..pokoke aku kyknya byk hal2 yg memalukan terjd d..hehehe

King and Queen

Men oh men...

Ternyata hati, perasaan, pikiran cowok kadang2 bisa lebih lemah daripada cewek. Aku baru menyadari setelah 2 temen cowok aku sndr pengalami hal yg namanya cinta, mereka jua luluh hati nya.

Bisa di bilang mereka mgkn pada awalnya tidak menyadari perasaan mereka sendiri. Tapi sesudah sang dewi menyatakan isi hati mereka terlebih dahulu, sang pujangga jua tergoyah hatinya.

Apakah sang pujangga bener menyukai sang dewi ato mereka baru menyadarinya ato cuma utk mencoba mencintai sang dewi dan melupakan serta meralat kata2 yg pernah sang pujangga ucapkan dulu?

Atau disisi laen sang dewi hanya cuma ingin memiliki serta merasa terlindungi dan memanfaatkan keadaan atau sang dewi bener menyukai sang pujangga?

Atau sang dewi dan sang pujangga merasa utk mencoba dulu dan menjalani nya?

Time will answer everything..

" Men are not prisoners of fate, but only prisoners of their own minds " Frankin.D.R

But personal aku salut sama sang dewi yang berani mengutarakan maksud hati .

Lovely Sunshine..

I Like today... the sunshine was wonderful for me..

I'm happy today. Wake up at this morning, and then having my lunch at orchard. after that just have a relax walk along orcet road.

The wind blow, the sunshine, the leaves...were so perfect.

When you walk alone, wearing a tidy clothes, give you lovely face, enjoy that moment..hhmm...so wonderful.

i went to HMV, heard some "free" music in there. try this song, that song..ehhehe...HMV hearphone ho, different leh. Seems like the songs when you heard at there, everyone is a nice song..

I think is a good idea, when you are alone, n dont know want to go where. HMV is a good choise. ehheheh.....but remember go to toilet 1st ok. Dont like me, when i'm enjoy for every music, i was called "natural calling"...n if after that if i want go back to HMV...i'm phaise mah. because i didn't buy any cd just listen to the free music..ehehehhe...

Right now, looking from the window of my room the sky is really great...the blue...the sky so clean, bird....what a nice sky... Thanks God for today...

Adduuuhh...gk tau ada apa dgn gua hari ini. Bawaannya sedih melulu. Nah, hari ini cuacanya spt dgn air mata gua, yg ntar berhenti n then mengalir lagi.

kyknya darah di dlm tubuh ku blum terpenuhi seluruh nya.ato aku dah kelamaan dirumah kali.

Yah aku sndr sih merasa krn prubahan kali. Byk hal yg sebnrnya hrs aku pikirin, cuma utk saat ini aku gk pengen di ganggu dl. Spt masalah tmpt tinggal ntar. pls give me space first. I already told that there is always have a way. Yah kebtulan di sisi laen dah ada alternative buat diri sndr. yah sudah... ntar soal gua, gua bisa settle sndr. lgan aku gk akan menjelek2 kan org laen utk persoalan ini. jd plss... let me calm down dl. aku ada consideration utk diri aku sndr.

this is what a call a real life..depends on yourself. n mata gua skrg dah capek bgt...

Reality????

Dear my blog,

hiks hikss...i miss my home...

I am already bear my tears for these few days. But can not for today. Today weather also same with my feeling, sometimes rain, stop, rain again. ( But it does not mean that i cry, stop n cry n stop ).

Just feel that everything has changed.. Ready or not. Maybe i am not ready. My environment, friendship, condition, situation, also myself has changed. but this is reality....

Today i'm very blur. Maybe my blood is not flow until my brain. be a blood donation today..

"Reality does not conform the ideal but confirms it" ~Gustava Flaubert~

Another 365 days journey waiting ahead

Hi all...

Just celebrate my 24th birthday. This is my first time birthday that was celebrated by my housemate ( yeaaahhh....i got housemate) heheheh..(even for temporary housemate). We also invite Tiong Bahru friends. Usually if i came here just participate to celebrate 1 of them birthday but not for this time. hehehe....Thanks all. We have a steamboat at that nite. Yummy yummy....

They also bought a yummy temptation birthday cake for me.. full of chocolate cakes with crispy wafer inside.

24 years old bday, I wish for a good health, wealth, more mature, blessing, have a good relationship with my family, friends, bf, always be a happy person ( yeahh even i know there is no one 365 days always happy)heheheh..

dont have any prob with my s-pass, having a good boss, leader,colleagues.
All person that i met is a good person, be a wise person, dont wanna be a blur2 person..ehhehe

I wish for my parents also, have a good health, wealth, be blessed,always happy ever after. For my sibling also.

Wish for all of my friends who are working in here, wish all of us be a succesful person, have a good relationship at office, earn and earn a lot of money (of course), hope that all of us have a good relationship each other, take care for each other..

Wish all my variety, diversity, my "uneg2" dreams came true... heheheh..

Thanks God, Thanks all..muachh muachhh