1.24 am in the middle of the night, i can't sleep. My room is so dark because power switch in here. Ohhh...feel wanna chat with someone or sms. but i cant find with whom and "hallo...1.24 am right now" just check my contacts number. uuhhh....i already lying in my bed more than 1 hour and tried to sleep. But still awake. A little bit headache, listening songs from jovi's mp3 and sing a mellow songs in the darkness, playing with the flashlight, turn it on and off, on again and off again..looking the ray at the ceiling until the flashlight no more power. And now play my mobile n type this thing..

Oh, i hear rain drops and thunder. it's raining...What a great lonely night. .

I hate PLN very much....how come medan is a metropolitan city if this city become darker n darker...uhh...

我要快乐

我要快乐?

I want happiness?

Artist: 张惠妹Zhang Hui Mei

又 被 爱 伤 了 一 遍

yiu pei ai sang lek ik pien

Get hurt by love once again

无 所 谓 当 作 成 长

u suo wei tang cuo chen cang

It's alrite. I’ll just treat it as the price to grow up

刚 刚 走 开 的 人

kang kang cou khai tek ren

The person who just walked away

烟 还 点 着 味 道 却 淡 了

yen hai tien ce wei tau cie tan lek

The smoke still has some smell, but become light

我 并 不 是 天 生 爱 寂 寞

wo ping puk se thien sen ai ci muo

I'm not born to enjoy loneliness

却 比 任 何 人 都 多

chie pi ren he ren tou tuo

Somehow I feel lonelier than anybody

就 算 把 世 界 给 我

ciu suan pa se cie kei wo

Even if you give the world to me

我 还 是 一 无 所 有

wo hai se ik u suo yiu

I still got nothing

我 要 快 乐 我 要 能 睡 的 安 稳

wo yau khuai lek wo yau nen sui tek an wen

I want happiness I want to be able to sleep comfortably

有 些 人 不 抱 了 才 温 暖

you sie ren puk pau lek chai wen nuan

There are some people, that feels warm by not hugging

离 开 了 才 不 恨 我 早 应 该 割 舍

li khai lek chai puk hen wo cau ing kai ken sou

After leaving, only not hating me that I should let them go earlier

我要快乐哪怕笑的再大声

wo yau khuai lek na pha siau tek cai ta sen

I want happiness, even it means that I laugh louder and louder

心 不 是 热 的 全 都 是 假 的

sin puk se re tek chien tou se cia tek

If my heart is not warm, everything is fake.

只 有 眼 泪 是 真 的

ce yiu yen lei se cen tek

Only the tears are real.

把 从 前 想 了 一 遍

pa chong chien siang lek i pien

I thought about my past once again

谢 谢 了 伤 我 的 人

sie sie lek sang wo tek ren

I'm thankful to those who had hurt me

想 做 乐 观 的 人

siang cuo lek kuan tek ren

I Want to become optimistic person

每 种 雨 声 听 了 都 不 冷

mei cong yi sen thing lek tou puk len

Every types of rain drops don’t sound cold anymore....

我 的 决 定 是 对 的

wo tek chie ting se cen tek

My decision is right.